Continuous seek for help me induce my PMDD

So yesterday, 2nd day of missing work due to my pMDD symptoms extremely kicking in. So as I know this may last quite few days, I know work is going to require doc's note plus I'm thinking let's give it a shot to try and get medical leave. Ha! I guess it's mostly my pmdd thoughts instigating this kind of letting me know-ahm I might stay a while this time around again so you might as well get something to excuse you from work to just stay home with me your truly beloved PMDD! UGH! Mind the fact I don't even want to go outside anyway-but I know I must do something I can't just let PMDD get me fired and get all the best of me. Plus good news I'm really excited about to go to the health store and get Maca Root ;) I'm surprised I haven't come across this before :-/ hmm well better ever than never. alright so I already have a scenario of how it's gonna go at doc's! Ha! It's not just something m thinking will happen, but I KNOW it will! So I go....and yep told myself Ha! Hate to tell ya, you were right! First I didnt even know where to begin, and those were the words I told doc. While I'm trying to compose my thoughts I could already tell he's inpatient and just wants to get on with it, so he can go to the next patient and make as much money possible for that shift. As I always knew this, hence was never a fan not supporter of this health business BS and their products! Anywho I play along, then I tell him "well here's the thing I have PMDD", he goes using his medical term-not sure what it was- but Essentially he's asking me what does that stands for?! I'm not even surprised as I mentioned I knew it wa going to go like this. So I tell him bla bla, and then I wanted to continue with my issue here. He cuts me off an goes "do you feel depressed" hahha I'm like "hmm, well let me put it this way straight up---I am not depressed!" then he goes " have you thought about antidepressants" I say "No! Because I'm not depressed!" then he's getting really impatient with me and says "well lets cut this discussion short" wow! Yep! That's why they all do now these days! Anywho then small talk about BCP, I try to tell him I was on it before and that's not my solution, he then pretty much rushes me out of the room and says come with me, and gives me 3 free packages of nuvaring. Ha! Wow! Easy solution, as he called it. Then he even makes a remark, "you're lucky today, these are free samples $135 cost or so, I'm thinking I wouldn't have bought them anyway even tho my insurances covers them anyway, but still I wouldn't have done it! So I go to the health store, super friendly staff I get my Maca root. Great, can't wait to try! In the mean time of all this few pMDD episodes with my fiancé go happen to not work that day as well as he all of a sudden had loss of vision in one eye. So he had to go to the optometrist. I tried my best to incorporate our day together and stuff, but oh no! I ended up getting upset accusing him of penetrating my pmdd cause he knows. Bla bla -not a good scene- and few other through out the day, gosh I hate myself when on pmdd but geez do I hate him even more ughhhh! I will do another post of all the symptoms and my feelings, thoughts.